I went to a STUPID counsoler today. He talked to me about my feelings. Baloney, I thing going to them is stupid. I'm never going there again!

I think I'm going to commit suicide. I know it sounds funny, and I can't even spell it, it's true. I took my boy scout knife and was cutting my hand. About 12 times I Did this, And Boy, Did they hurt. Once I get ahold of a gun. I probably will. It will be hard though. I told Bones this, He thought I was joking. I'm not.

I had an orthodontist appointment today. They did something and I hate it.

Also, Mom & Dad talked to me about my schoolwork and everything. They were going to take me to couseling. Pretty stupid, Huh? Well they'll probably read this so I won't say anymore

Yesterday, I played at Bryce Clarks Baptism. I didn't make 1 mistake. Well I did, but I fixed it so it didn't sound like it.

Then I went to a preisthood mtg. Tommorow I have an ortho appointment. I hate having braces. THats about all I did. Oh, today, I got a computer game. STAR TREK - Final Destiny. It's awesome. Only if it had sound. That makes me mad.

Were going camping in the backyard, so I better hurry.

I went to the B. ball practice at the chuch. Bobby, Kevin, and Me were the only ones there. Brother Wasdon is our coach. I did terrible, just like in School B-ball Tryouts.

When Sis. Goodman brought me home, the alarm went off because Russell didn't answer the door, so I took the back door.

Thats about it!

What did I do today? I was going to camp out in The backyard, but the tent is in Dads car. The Six-weeks party was today. I couldn't go because I did 2 many bad things. THey gave us a questinarre That said "How can you stop doing the "bad" things so you can do the "fun" things. I wish I went outside, but I want to be bad. Nobody pays attention to me, so I just get bad grades and be bad. Bob's is so perfect, he doesn't need attention. He already gets it.

Fire. "ER" was about That today. And also we had a major fire in Texas, which they called a disaster area. I still haven't practiced Bretts song very well, And I have piano lessons tommorow.

Blue & Gold Dinner was tonight. I had to go. Russell was acting VERY stupid at that dinner. I was really embarrassed. Thats about it.

Yesterday, I missed Section's. Today I had Lessons. I hate lessons. Mrs Elliot, on one paper asked "Will You Please write neater! I will not accept any more papers like this." So at the bottom of my very neat paper I wrote:

IS THIS NEAT ENOUGH?

I hate almost all my teachers. Thats about it.

No School Today. Went Home teaching yesterday to tell Bryce Clark about Baptism. I was angry and got mad at mom. Had to work as punishment. Dad wants me to Hurry Up.

I went on a campout yesterday. Since we split into two patrols, one fireants two killer bees, I am the patrol leader of the Killer bees. Blair Southcott and Chris Clews are in my patrol.

Oh Wednesday, We babysat for $ but we only got $60. Then I felt sick. That night. So next day, Thursday, I didn't go to school. Thats about it. Mrs Eliott, since Im lagging behind in my classes, I have to talk to all my teachers.

Mom's right now (10:22) reading my horescope I got at Disneyland. (She just picked her nose!)

Track started today, I am not going to do it. I'm the fat kid who cant run. I said to Ryan "I'm not going to be in Track" Then he said "I know, because your Fat!" He didn't mean it, but I was mad at him.

Notice how only today, I spelt February Right? [In all previous journal entries, it was spelled Febuary]

Our Computer is working! Finally. I've been playing Sim City. It's awesome!

I played "LOVE at Home" for Preisthood Meeting today. I messed up. Well, Thats about it. Oh, Chris Clews came into our Quorum today.

Today, I had Solo & Ensemble. I got a 1, the highest you can get. The judge was Mr. Bowls, my private teacher in Coppell Middle School. I also played an ensemble with the other trombones in Symphonic Band.

I also went over to Ryan's house to do a History Report and play Compuer games. Thats my day. I also went to Ryan Basketball game, which he lost. He told me his Record is 1-7.

Sis. Clark called and asked if I could play at Bryce's Baptism. I of course said yes. I only have 2 weeks to practice.

We went over to the Liddells today. I played on their computer. It was fun. There was no school today, but I had to go because of Solo & Ensemble Practice. That's tommorow.

We had a Combined Activity at church Today. We came earlier to discuss what, money-making project we're going to do.

We also played this game, called "mingle" where everyone walkes around, then one person yells a number, and everyone has to get into a group with that many people. If you don't make it, then your out. Its really fun. We also ran this morning And I got a 90 on my book report.

Nothing really hapened. Blair Southcott came into Deacons Quarum. Tonight, Mary Wadsworth called (we're friends) and asked me to the Valintines Dance. I might or might not go. She wants me to get Ryan and Jessica to go. Thats about it.

[At the bottom of this page, I wrote the following right before I moved to Texas.]

I'm in Texas, Arnt I, Doy I have any new Friends?

[Next to this, with an arrow, I wrote this:]

I wrote this in California when I was worried about moving.